I just sometimes want to ask people, what the hell is wrong with them. They are lying right into my eyes, into everyones' eyey. For what? To look better, to look cooler, to be the best and give othersa picture of someone they are not. Is it so bad to show others their true face? I used to thought it's not but...
I am the worst that I want justice. I should keep it inside forever. Like I have done it for my whole life. It's so fukingly unfair to others! Not only to me. To anyone who they made upset because of their own image. I just want to slap them and tell them to tell the true to stop hurting others' people feelings to make them worse than they are publicly.
I know that it's not time for crying but I can't help myself. The world, whole life is unfair and there is nothing we can do about it.
I say sorry every time I show this darkness of my soul and thoughts to others because I know it's horrible to listen to it again and again and again. People want to know only about your best moments not the bad ones. It means I would be silent all the time. There is nothing good neither around me nor inside me. I should rather begin saying sorry for my own existence.
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