The devil is real

The devil is real

The devil is near

I have tried to beat him for more than a year

No love, no friend, this is how it should end?

My soul is still looking for home

I have nothing I am on my own

If you feel lost, let me be your host

For a while we can go together, but remember

One day I disappear Because…

The devil is real

The devil is near

I am the worst person you will ever meet

But don‘t worry my heart has a limited beat

Even if I have so many things to say and to do

There is not so much time to bother you. Because…

The devil is real

The devil is near

I wish I could meet you and get to know

But my life is too fast and I am too slow

I wish to show you my every hidden place outside

Maybe in the next life. It is not alright.

Nothing good about me and my life. I am drowning in mud

I can’t swim and there is a flood

Before you make your next step

Stay here, take a break. Because…

The devil is real

The devil is near

I am broken, crying alone

The dark soul moan

Thought the bad things were gone

Tried to be happy some time

Wrong name, horribly looking, badly dressed

Every bullet hit the heart in the chest

Feeling nothing since then

Still not at the end

Yelling, cheating, your mind and body are awful

I’m leaving, you should be grateful

You are no one, can’t sing, dance or cook

You are not worth a look

Then body pains come

I want to die. I’m done!

Supposed to suffer for the whole life?

There is not so sharp knife

If you hear me, I would like to fight

But I am not sure I can be my own knight

I wish for a silent hug with understanding

So I could have again some feeling

The devil is awake

I have nothing to the hell take

Wait with me for him to come
It's the last wish of no one.