Immortal daemon

Let me love you for a while before darkness surrounds us

You know I am not a hero, always afraid of life.

When I am alone, starry nights are like endless emptiness.

I am still looking for the bright light in this whole mess.

So many sins and so many tragedies unite us

Even though we are on the other side of the world.

All of those has nothing to do with my death

I am an immortal daemon as old as time itself.

In your next life we will meet again

I have no idea if I will be able to let you go away then.

I know I should not be so selfish and mean.

Always my savior, your happiness is paramount to me.

I am trying to go back home but the door are locked

I lost the key to my heart. Don’t look back. Run!

Standing on the roof thinking about eternity,

My tears fall down with rain, you can hear me in thunder screaming.

With my blank gaze I see to the bottom of everyone‘s soul

They can't pretend what they don't feel. No more!

All of those has nothing to do with my death

I am an immortal devil as old as time itself.

In your next life we will meet again

I have no idea if I will be able to let you go away then.

Don’t be afraid, I’ll take care of you.

I am weak alone but brave for you

The shadows are my friends if I am worried about you.

Hopeless daemon without home.

Just please wait and be strong. Firstly I need to find you.

I’ll protect you from everything you want.

If you don’t want me to be by your side just say:

„さようなら. Good bye…“

Rough sketch - thoughts

I am afraid that there won’t be enough time to find you. Maybe I am an old daemon, but my body is weak. What should I do? I wish I could say ただいま かえりました one day. Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa. I shouldn't have clung to this strange daydream. I have no idea why I have trusted it. I am only a lonely wolf. Ego sola lupa sum! Nejsem nikdo. Doufám, že budeš šťastný. Nikdy tě nenajdu. Domov pro mou duši neexistuje, byl to jen přelud. Amicus meus, te amo. Wenn ich sage dass etwas tot ist… Die ganze Welt ist tot in mir und ich bin auch tot.